In the sadness day in my life

Today i feel not feel well i don't know yesterday what am i doing.I do that thing make me wanna cry in this world.Cry until the eye is red already i also wanna cry..I wan that thing why they dun give me.Why they all wan me do this that i don't want to do it..I feel so hate and so painfully i don't know what can doing know.I thing i can feel i lost already that thing in my hold life but cannot be come back.